A few reasons why

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A guideline of my department was brought up at a meeting with the admin. staff today. 'Be on time, no over time, take "exactly 1-hour lunch break"', etc.... okay, there are restrictions like these all fucking over the world, but the way my admin. people present these rules is just a pure disgust.

It was basically a"re-defining" of the restrictions regarding the work hours, mostly. First of all it doesn't suite my work flow. They probably did know that, but this time they really got into it and came up with a BIG REMINDER(!!) not to repeat daily "tardiness"... Isn't "tardiness" supposed to be an insulting word to use? Am I a tard to them already...? I am deeply saddened.

Ok,

What's my purpose of working here? It is to make good illustrations for good people. I don't work here to follow regulations and be a machine. I'm not here for some kind of "forms". OK I understand that this is who they are, the people that I work with (well, kind of), and I do not agree with their systematic way of thinking. I mean, do they really think that in this way all their works are going to "improve"? Did they really have to come up with this for the sake of "implement uniformity, hence fairness"? I really appreciate their disgusting sense of fairness. I know that they are the ones who ruin the world. corporate capitalist bourgeois. Heil big brother. I don't even wanna fight for a better solution or anything. I don't need this kind of business with this kind of people. My boss is nice but if he approves of his admin people being like this, it's quite over. i mean, Oh yeah finally i realize this for real...:(
Oh and if I am expected to follow the same system, I have to say it's unlikely that I can produce my best work possible.

Can I go into details…?

"Work hours"
"This means you are at your work station no later than 9am and ready to work". I will have to work 9-5 sharp. They mean seriously sharp. I know they've been telling me this for a while but everybody kind of tolarated it in a most human way. it's okay to be 1/2 hour late or whatever. I do come in early (can you believe it) when I know I have lots of stuff to do.
........Nah, not really. Sorry to ruin your fantasy. (but i really do, actually!)

Again, what is the PURPOSE of the work?
Anyway this time they really stress this on us. The more they stress, the stronger my feeling against them, which is only natural, right? But that's not the reason I am going to leave them. Not just to be against the system. I do try to make sense of it without my emotional shakiness. I don't want to come here to be on time, I want to come here to work on my stuff, baka.
And, listen to this: when I can't finish my work at 5pm, it's desirable to leave the work unfinished till the next morning and just go home at 5. Often times it's very difficult for me to just "quit" what I already started making. My work is not about numbers, did you know that?

"Overtime needs to be pre-approved"
I just have a small question to ask:
When I send an email to my manager saying that I am staying late that day, do I have to wait for her to write me back "sure you can"? What if someone comes up to me at 3pm and asks me to make a drawing in a timely manner? For a very crucial project? Is it a good way to communicate with my manager via email especially when she's busy with other things? I can never reach her and she doesn't even know how to read her emails. Oh, will you buy me one of those blackberries so that I can communicate better? Great! I will certainly burn it right away. Burning ugly phones is good and I highly suggest that all of you do that in order to improve your job results.

"No sneakers (dress code)"
c'mon… ☺ But the admin girl said in her email to me that she "appreciates my sense of style" Aw you are so sweet you cunt.

I think it's sooooo about time to get the fuck out of this place. It will take me a while till the visa thing goes through though, I will just have to do it as soon as possible. The first priority! After beers.

And most importantly, fuck off.

This whole incident today was so depressing. Depressing, but I was happy to know what those people really are. It's nice to have it in a written format. I couldn't fall asleep so I decided to get some words up together and write them down here though they look terrible.
Whatever, really. I just keep drawing buttholes while listening to butthole surfers loud like hell.