sample organizing cont. and made a list of prop clothing (shirt, socks etc)
finally i had nothing to do and worked at the warehouse. i was soooo sleepy but i still up now 23:30. i shouldve fell asleep earlier..
hey, it's august. it's been almost a year. what i did? did i grow? did i change?
still i do not speak well and act in "i know" style. i need sth to do. i need to be busy, otherwise i am easy to dipressed. busyness is nice to avoid thinking. busyness often provides me positiveness that means i accept myself from what i did.