fall in love (again?)

since i started working at the catalog company i started thinking about the job at the catalog co. The catalog is very interesting media because it contains everything such as a products, an advertisement, an essence of magazine, an interesting customer-relationship, and an image/story of the product. Also catalog/web-catalog has a bigger potential for the number of customers once the person tried the catalog-shopping and had a good experience because it doesn't require people to travel to shop.
and so where i wanna work is
F社 at Kobe (hey, why all the catalog co.s are in the west?).
it was surprising that they have a very hard screening(?). i don't know i can accomplish but i wanna try.
also the HR website is much nicer than another catalog co which has tons of flash and too much impact that always i hate. F's website is like...speaks kindly towards applicants. and i believe that fits me more. also i wanna create a catalog/website (if i do) just like those kinda - not try to impress people by sth "BANG!" but try to talk with people.
i've been learining that my work tends to be always sloppy, and i wanna improve that. as same as working in S研, i need to be in somewhere that i would be compared with better person and required to do fine work. i really really feel that i need to improve that part of myself.